Erisu-desu

Walturtle tagged me.. Da Rules 11 things about you 1. Dr. Who is my favorite Sci-fi. 2. I wish I were a hyper being. 3. Fencing is one of the only sports I enjoy playing. 4. I've been vegetarian for a year and one month. 5. I'm addicted to Peggle. 6.I 'm very critical when it comes to music.. because I'm going to grow up to be a bitter old person who sits on my front yard with a shotgun yelling at the children who pass! 7. My favorite fishes are anglerfish and cuttlefish. 8. I want to cuddle a Dalek. 9. I'm a grammar nazi. 10. I've never been drunk or have done drugs. 11. I believe in Kaga I tag my real life friends!

Goodbye to the yearnings in which I fixate my fate to.  Art, the means of expressing the horrid and beautiful dwelling things of the mind.  That which we may falsely try to correct, yet stand defeated with the realization that we cannot erase the flaws created in the process of transferring thoughts to paper. I must give up, and by giving up to say I will eliminate these barriers built up by pain and self-comparison to false perceptions of idealities.  I am giving up on trying to be whatever unrealistic version of myself I have yet set my tracks to. And these walls must be torn down without care of what stands waiting, hungry on the other s

I've been feeling rather unaccomplished lately. &nbsp;I feel like I'm good at some things, but not really that spectacular in one particular area, if that makes any sense.. I wish I could be dedicated enough to learning one subject so I could become really talented at it. &nbsp;I spend too much of my time doing nothing when I could be practicing piano or learning something new. &nbsp;I don't know. &nbsp;I was watching a video on youtube with a girl that was 17 and fluent in Japanese. (And no, she was not Japanese) It made me angry that I don't practice my Japanese enough. D< From now on, I'm going to try and listen to at least 1 podcast at Japanesepodcast101 eve